It used to be so easy
riding my bike all day and night
rollercoasters made me dizzy
every other day a children fight
It’s not the same these days
cigarettes and alcohol - my favourite things
always in my mind, i can only gaze
watching how my childhood shrinks
I was always hating people like me
what i am now - i never wanted to be
Life is a series of closings doors, isn’t it
substance addiction turning my life into shit ...