Redemption Denied
You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don't know if I can face another day
because shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don't seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doing nothing but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I look despised at what I see cause pride
strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can't remember when, ...