Lost in myself, I cannot feel
Control I aim, I stumble and fall
Believing you, that's why I lose
Emotionless, I'm falling apart
Reaching for you but falling through
Confused I am, I'm losing
Embraced by you in my own mind
Holding on to the sweet beliefs
Calling out my own reality,
Screaming out all my fears
Overwhelmed by all insanity,
Sacrificed a thousand tears ...