Do you want to know how I really feel?

Are you ready to know the feeling real,

the feeling... that I hide so well

The feeling... that rang the golden bell

Singing the melody of my heart

Even though it hurts at times

It hurts to know that I love you

And you do not love me back...

You are my favourite friend

I would like to give all my love

No hell, no hell... can I see every time you speak

All these words, said under the rain...

And the rain is my friend, too

It washes everything away...

Then I forget the pain and the painful view

Of me being someone I don't want to be... with you

I would never hurt you,

I would never strip you off

I am still a woman

But never felt like one

I can dream and dream forever

I can sleep under the rain

Wishing...

that things get  better

When I fall

And loose it all...

Even if it were you

that I had to lose

I would still dream

Of dying at your hands... and then...

 Forever shall I scream... and then I would ooze.

Because I love

you!!!

I will never stop picturing you in my favourite bleams

But no matter what I do, I still scream...

Everytime I see myself unneeded

And forgotten, buried in the sands... of time... Unneeded!!! And forsaken...

Even if it were you

that I wouldn't lose

All I could ever do

Would be to let things loose

And finally break the final string

And just... lie awake! Under the  cools...

The final stop

Of the first few drops...

I will lie awake

In the lake...

Waiting for the death

In the name of your well-being

Wasting my breath

 Under the cools... and the wind...