No meeting day

write in my diary

and then smoke a cigar

think about meaning of life

but don't go too far

try hard to draw a horse

but I can't make the jaw

throw the pencil away

and take a cigar

then start to read a book

but they switch off the lights

I haven't paid in months

so now I live in the dark

the same old story

it repeats every night

go to the bed alone

and shoot my brains out