To wait

When something makes me feel bad

I dare to escape

Nothing holds me back,

I can always wait…

And wait… and wait

But waiting means to forget

And I don't want to forget!

Every day now feels different,

The wounds are too deep, but I am not afraid!

And now... that everyone's different, 

What would you want me to have said?

Even if I have spoken the truth

Would you be able to save me?

Even though I still love you...

Love won't be able to save me!

What I truly need...

someone me to placate

What I want you to forget...

is what I would never have said!