What if 

There is no heaven

and no hell?

What if

hell is here?

Between us

Around us

In us

What if your existence 

means nothing?

What if you're

here by mistake?

What if you

just erase

all of your memories?

Forget all the people you knew

Forget all the facts you knew

What if

you just kill yourself?

You will fall asleep

For a while

And then wake up in another world

In another parallel universe

What if there is no escape, 

No peace,

even in death?

This question

Terrifies me