Blocked

I left him there

Where blood runs deep

In the lion's lair,

where nothing's steep

But set in phrases,

sentences to share:

"No worries"

No words

of innocence

these were...

To tell me

Of how I will be...

Feeling.

How I longed to unblock this curse,

this fear dressed up as a nurse -

this love for living for the lust,

without wanting wishes for the burst

And flames are gonna burn,

flames of innocence.

Nothing more compatible

than hoarse ingredients

That I accidentally mixed

and never wanted to share,

nor to give

But wishes came unreal,

so I began to live...

In pain,

blocked from feeling good.

In vain,

trying to see the Star

that represents

My luck, my Blare

for I sat and stared

and saw nothing

but the starless

fading to the earth

sequences

of giving birth

and dying

in the Hands of Nothing!

I left them there

In the hands on fear

Lying in the lare

In love with how I steered...

Away.

And let it be

The same

Without thinking

How it'd end.

I still love

I still live

But in pain

From feeling the same

Still being the same

Man...