5 years of love
but it wasn't real love
turns out I was the one faking it.
If you ask me to describe this so-called love with one word, I'd use the word "hell",
but you never ask.
So I sat quietly waiting for hell to turn into heaven.
Heaven never came...
I left my heart broken because living with you was horrific. It felt like a nightmare.
It took me so long to wake up. Took me five years to be exact.
Unhappy, broken, naive and I'm not even close to describing it realistically.
It felt so impossible to escape from this madness that I thought I would just go insane.
Sometimes life is hard and you have to accept it.
In order to be joyous you have to know what hell feels like.
Well, I guess I was strong enough to finally leave you.
And now I know what true freedom is.
And now I know that joy comes with freedom.
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