A Crowd of Feelings

My fears

Wonderful worlds tarry.

Thy eyes

Forget and me trap inside.

You reach and you survive,

But I stay…

Invisible…as the way

Invisible leaves fly…

As Thy screaming

Reaches the sky;

And invisible waves

Pull my writing to pace.

Why… can’t you

See through my eyes?

And let me know,

All in all,

If there is

A reason to try…

Why can't I

See through the pain

And feel the rain

Waterless,

Wandering

Between The Rest…?

A crowd of feelings…

Why… am I feeling?

I just want to lay

And say

The words so pathetic

Further away:

“I love you,

But love isn’t love

When it is you –

The one I don’t love.”

Yelling “I don’t care!”,

The tears

On my face angelic

Are being brushed by the wind…

As I walk on the line

Of waking up.

Fine!

Nobody cares

That I’m here

Writing these

Papers so seared…

Putting my words

Unclear, unfinished,

For someone else to hear…

I give my word,

I’ll be fine.

I give my word

To come.

I need some time

To understand…

That I’m

Alive…

Here I stand!

As all my emotional layers

Unwrapped

(Torn apart!)

Are trying to bend;

For someone else

May feel… my heart.