The moment I stopped being in love with you was the moment I saw who I was
What I liked about you
Confused little girl looking for her father's love
Looking for male validation without realising it.
But I am a woman- I'm scared, I need strength
I am weak but I don't want to admit it.
I saw strength in you, I saw a mind that I wanted to learn from, to listen to, to fall deep into.
But after a while I started feeling disgusted just by looking at you
I hate you, I don't see the woman in me like I used to when I was in love with you
I was fragile but I am not anymore...
I am a woman- I need strength but not all the time
I realised that my femininity is stronger than your masculinity, I am alive and you
You are not.
You were once alive but that was only because of the image I created of you
in MY mind
You were once strong because I thought you were
You were the person I was once in love with because I created you
in my dreams..
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