Tonight I drink away the pain...

Just me and a bottle of wine...

Another painkiller for a broken heart...

Cigarette in one hand the bottle in the other...

Enjoying the snow storm outside...

Eyes lost in this magic scene...

I drink because of her...

I curse her everyday...

And want here even more with every single day that passes...

I'm going insane...

In my head won't come out...

In my dreams haunting me...

Shoot me now... or leave me be...

Glass after glass...

Cigarette after cigarette...

Now I'm lost...

Waiting for a miracle...

Waiting for the day...

When I'll be happy...

Until then i'll keep killing the pain... and with it myself...

She killed my soul...

She is an angel and a demon...

Love and Hate...

My light and my darkness...

She sent me crashing down... into the nothingness of the abyss...

Now only she can save me...

One last drink and the bottle is empty...

The weather turns for the worst...

And I'm drowning... in the sea of misery...

Where did it go wrong?

How did we get to here?

I hate you... and love you even more...

Disillusioned, lost... I wish you were here...

A knock at the door... expecting Death to come...

Opening the door... it can't be...

That smile... that face... it must be a lie..

Heart beats like crazy... my drunken eyes are dreaming...

One kiss and i'm burning... it's not a lie...

She tells me "I love you"... and it means all to me...

Time has stopped...

It's only you and me...

Tears are running down my face but not from sorrow...

I'm lost in her thoughts and she is in mine...

If this is a dream then let me never wake up...

And I know it isn't...

One more time she tells me "I love you"...

Be forever mine... lost in the night...

In the eternity...