Sleeping Cat

I wish I could remember all the past
And all the lives I lived before,
But allas, my remembrances don't last
Perhaps I need to learn a little more.

I have a feeling there is something hidden.
Unfortunately I am deaf and blind.
The path to you forever is forbidden,
But you will stay forever in my mind.

My brain is tearing between illusions,
I hope one day I'll find the truth,
I try to make a little bit conclusions,
But for now it doesn't somehow suit.

I wish my wardens would keep on dreaming,
Cause even cats could fall asleep.
And all the truth would get out beaming
On the surface from the deep.