"Sometimes I wonder if this suffering is going to last forever?!"
"No. Sooner or later everybody are going to die."
"But why is all this?! I hurt no one, never!"
"Yes. And people like you are going to suffer, no matter how hard they will try."
Light. Words. A distant murmur of forgotten wraith. ...
River of poisonous gloom water cold
There ahead I behold in the bosom of eve -
Whispers of sorrow covered with mold,
Words never told and anticipations deceived.
lukewarm white hands and chill grin, ...
And so, I decompose inside the autumn air,
And so the night behold my Neverland;
The fireflies are just enlightenments of despair -
Inside the jail of screams one little dent.
There deeply in the darkness, down below, ...
I use myself and others in moralistic ways,
for all my sisters and brothers live their better days,
finding out what they are truly meant to be,
insatiable to the point of insanity.
Missing out on the seemingly insignificant, ...
I dream for a quiet place -
where I can rest while mellow air refreshes my body and face
and not be disturbed by humans loudly talking outside;
or by the unpleasantly loud garden machinery;
or by the neighbour stomping heavily on the floor; ...