Spiral Fuse

slowly going crazy
twisted and burnt 
two different faces
one charcoal soul

sizzling and blazing
crackling in the mud
I've been tainting lately
all I touch and learn

falling out of grace
beyond forgiveness 
I return
into the ashes of my days
my heart is now the urn 

my deepest smiles are cuts
into the flesh of joy
I need to learn the art of healing
before it's all destroyed