I'll paint my pain with meaningless words and phrases
I'll set free these doubted wishes
To be set loose one day, to roam this beautiful world
Where pain can be forgiven and happiness not taken away
In this endless road, one thing is that I want
to shake away this unpleasant sorrow, this never ending despair
When can I throw it all away, when will I bloom?
Like a lonely flower, that's petals cover its tears
When can I grow away from this bothersome terror that I call life
Such warm smiles and lively eyes
Such brightness, when can I feel it?
The warmth of a loving one, your dearest
These things are still unknown to me, sadly, they shall stay like this
As this walking dead searches its belonging