I can’t handle the thoughts of you at night, 

running in my head from side to side , leaving me speechless with so much to say even tho both of us knew this house of glass was never meant to last

I can’t handle knowing I wasn’t enough and you know I blame myself for you leaving me without a second thought .

I can’t handle seeing you holding her hand , hugging and kissing her all over again , she does nothing but fool around with you and somehow you still let me be your number two.

I can’t handle being left behind , because I did nothing but love you through your darkest time , and the pill doesn’t work anymore and the tears don’t fall at all , so tell me what do i do now?

You can call me selfish for what I’ve said but you’ll never understand the pain of a broken heart that’s being torn apart by the one who once promised to protect it no matter what.

And still...

I can’t handle knowing you belong to someone else but it’s fine because you were never mine in the first place!